EMOTIONALY DEPRESSED
IHATE THAT I DONT LIKE MYSEIL SO MUCH THAT I CRY EVERDAY I DONT KNOW WHY.I WISH I DID? I WEAR SUNGLASS TO COVER MY EYES AND HATS TO COVERMY HAIR AND WHAT I CAN OF MY FACE.ITS NOT THAT I`M EXCATLY UGLY I JUST EMOTIONAL FEEL LIKE AN UGLY DUCKLING FROM THE INSIDE OUT.IF I FELT HALF WAY THE WAY I LOOKED FROM THE OUTSIDE THEN I WOULD TRULY BE AND FEEL AS BEAUTIFUL AS I CAN ALLOW MYSELF TO BE.PLEASE HELP ME FEEL AND BE THE PERSON I KNOW I REALLY AM.
Posted by TAMMANY GODDEN; updated 05/10/04
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Tammy, you need to talk to somebody professionally. I was the same way when i was in junior high and the start of high school. At 15 I was diagnosed with bipolar-manic depressive and had to be hospitalized and medicated. I am 26 now and am still supposed to be medicated but am not, I have learned how to cope with it without drugs. I do have spells once in awhile but they are much better than they used to be.
Nobody should feel that they are less than anybody else or that there is something wrong with them. I think that everybody is beautiful in their own way, besides, true beauty lies within.
Please go to your guidence counslor or even your mom and tell them, tell them that you need to talk to someone to find out why you are feeling this way. Sometimes talking to someone who truley listens and understands is the best medication. I hope all goes well and you start feeling better!
Posted by understanding; updated 05/13/04
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Posted by understanding; updated 05/25/04
