Wedding Disaster

Well as all of you know Barry and I really wanted to get married by the end of August but what turned out to be a very bad time!!! Barry asked me today why I was looking at fish bowls and fish and I told him that it was for our centerpieces because we were going to have a tropical/beach wedding well come to find out Barry and I are in the heap of money right now and we hardly have any money to even pay our bills!! I really want this wedding to be a unique and a never forgetting moment but with the job that he has we are NEVER going to be able to have the unique wedding that I dreamed of having some day. If their is anything that anyone can do to make this dream come true please let me know. Barry told me that we could wait 3-5 years to get married but I feel that I want to move forward with our life and become one big happy family. I keep telling barry that I want to get on SSI `Cause of my disabilty and then if I did get accepted I would get in between $500.00-$800.00 a month but we are always low on minutes so I can`t call and make an appointment suck I know I hate planning something and then finding out that I can`t even get what I want.

P.S thanks for your time!!!

Heres the INFORMATION you will need:

Theme: Tropical/Beach

Colors: white, blues, greens, pinks, purples, oranges, reds, creams, and yellow

Centerpiece: either Beta Fish or Gold Fish in a glass bowl with colorful sand on the bottom of the bowl with colorful jems along the side of the bowl on the bottom