SOMETHING TO REALLY CONSIDER

USING THE DEPO IS REALLY SOMETHING ANY ONE SHOULD CONSIDER. I DONT TRUST ANYTHING ELSE, BESIDE THE PILL, BUT I AM NOT A PILL PERSON. THATS HOW I HAD #`S 2 & 3. I HAVE BEEN ON THE SHOT FOR ABOUT 4 YEARS NOW AND I LIKE IT BECAUSE IT KEEPS ME FROM HAVING ANOTHER CHILD. BUT TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH IT IS A PAIN IN THE BUTT. I LOST MY SEX DRIVE COMPLETELY AFTER THE FIRST YEAR. I HAVE BEEN VERY MOODY EVEN TOWARDS MY KIDS. I STOPPED HAVING PERIODS COMPLETELY ABOUT 2 YRS AGO. BUT I HAVE GAINED 15 POUNDS SINCE. I FEEL PREGNANT ALL OVER AGAIN. I BREAK OUT ALOT, HAVE MANY HOT FLASHES, & FEEL RESTLESS ALL THE TIME. I GIVE PROPS FOR MY HUSBAND FOR PUTTING UP WITH ME, BUT OUR 7 YR MARRIAGE IS CLOSE TO ENDING. I DONT LIKE TO HAVE SEX AND OF COURSE IT AFFECT HIS SELF-ESTEAM. I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO TURN TO, BUT I WILL NOT GET OFF THE SHOT.