Derprovera Sucks

I’ve been sick forever! Well my ovaries were all messed up and I had surgery dec 27th of 2004 at 17 yrs old I used to be on the pills which should have prevented these cysts, however it didn’t. So after my surgery two days later I started the shot, and that didn’t work it doesn’t live up to its reputation. I now have to have surgery again and have chronic pelvic pain and my ovaries are messed up not even 7 months after surgery with the medicine. This shot causes spotting, nausea, makes me feel useless, ugly, depressed, and basically like sh**. Idk what to do causw off of the shot ill get thses cycst back even faster im 18 and wondering whether to have kids before I cant.