I WANT A GIRL ESCORT

Hey gurls im going to have a 15 in june of next year and i need to get an escort but the thing is i like girls and i really dont want a bot escort but im scarrred of what everyone will say about me i should get the boy bc it looks right but just bc it looks right does not mean it feels right i alredy have a girlfriend but i also like thsi boy too but i want the girl more than the boy bc she looks good and has all the curves you could dream of and the boy i DONT KNOW what to do because he is my friend and he is fine too HELP !!!!!!!!