The Obsession

Hello my name is jane, i have changed it to marion in my fit of desperation. I don't know what to do with myself, at first it was just an admiration of a beautiful woman in medieval times but now it has become an obsession. When i go to bed, i have a doll of her next to me, i take it wherever i go and cannot get to sleep without her by me. I feel that it has gone too far. I dont know what to do to stop myself falling for her completely. I need your help in this most sincere matter. I hope for your sympathy and support. Or an introduction to my live's heroine.

Marion (Jane)